Today, I feel like to share some stories about my life. This time, it's about 'Friends'. Everyone has their own friends, so do I. But it can changed from stranger to best friend and best friend to stranger.
Starting from childhood friends. Raja Lutfi and Haziq Eiman are their names. Yessss obviously they are boys?? I can't recall whether we became friends before kindergarten or what but we have been friends since we're 4 years old. After finished primary school, we were separated because 3 of us entered the diff secondary school but we still keep in touch(rarely). Even though we've been separated for a long time, our behavior aren't change at all hahaha. Of course we grew up but yeah, maybe because we've already known each other since little, so what's the point to cover yr "craziness". This year, 2015, we did a comeback(kpop enough, huh?) I'm soooo lucky to have brothers like them T_T
Primary school; besides the boys up there, finally I made friends, they are girls hahaha. Actually, I'm quite popular at school, not because being sooo pretty, but "gangster" + pretty(maybe?:p) Don't get me wrong, maybe because my mom own a restaurant and the teachers and students had been there, ahaaa that's why I guess. Don't say lah that I'm being humble so sudden, I know I'm not pretty at all because I was damn fat. Fat but tall huhu. My best friends are all pretty and tall too. We're basketball players hehe(I quit in standard 6 because my mom said I don't focus in academic hahaha). Basically, MANY things happened in primary school, but I don't think I want to share it because past is past and the memories are really bad :\ My primary best friends are still keep in touch with me until now! Hye Husna and Syti, let's meet up someday!
Secondary school; wow, I've met tons of people here, so many type of human being hahaha. Starting with 6 girls(6 or 7??) that became best friends but then pangg! I'm not going on details about what happened but now 3 of them are looking good and we're still talk to each other. The other one, I've made a mistake which I don't even realize it and we've become super awkward when meet each other but in chatting room we're actually okay(?). One left, she's the most what should I say it? Loyal friend? She knows like everything what I like and dislikes. My love's life also she knew. But in Form 2 we became so close(Form 1 not-so-close) until we became best friends with another girl. So, the 3 of us were clinging to each other until Form 5. Of course there are times where yr best friend aren't there with you when you're in difficult time, But as a matured girl, you'll just ignore what happened because it doesn't worth it.
After all, right now, we're rarely contact since they're busy college students while I'm not-so-busy because my campus doesn't give burden to their students(hahaha). I'm not blaming anyone because I've told to them,
"If you need a listener, advicer or want to talk about anything, just contact me because I'm not going to contact you guys first since you're college students now, you're gonna be busy with assignments while I'm not. If I make a move first, some of you will get an extra stress(assignments + annoying me that want to bother you?) So, I'm here if you need me :) "
That's the reason why I don't give a damn to anyone that close to me or wtv if they want to contact me or not. But, if you see my twitter(@ayinajmey_) or instagram(@ainazmi) doesn't have pictures with "friends" , wellwell, maybe I'm so busy with my works hehe, Malaysians said "bersangka baik" :p Not all of them are bullshits. Some of them still keep in touch with me.
Last but not least, don't trust your friends too much even though you think they're the real friends. What I meant, don't rely on he/she too much okay, you need to restrain yourself from burdening people even though you don't burden them actually ~ If you really need a friend to talk, you should start write a blog like me but there will be no response lah hahaha. Okay, insyaallah I will write chapter 2 about this ! I'm joking hahaha but why not? ;p thank you for reading! x
